Thursday, October 26, 2006

The Fabric of our Lives

One of the things that I love to do in my spare time is Cross Stitch. I don’t do it too often, so when I get the opportunity, I really enjoy it. I brought my project that I recently started to a Pastor and Wives Retreat because I knew I would have some quiet moments to work on it. Little did I know that God would use it to speak to me in a profound way. It’s not too often that I feel like I KNOW that it’s God’s voice I’m hearing, but on this day, there was no question.

I had worked on my Cross Stitch the evening previous and later the next morning, continued where I had left off. I worked on it for about an hour before I realized that something didn’t look right. I checked the instruction graph and I counted and re-counted my stitches. It had me stumped. My stitching was all correct that I had done over the course of the morning. Each one was done perfectly. The colors were right and as I re-counted again, I had the correct number of stitches. Even though the problem was not with my stitches, something wasn’t right. It wasn’t corresponding the way it should when I looked at the instruction graph and the picture of what the finished product should look like. Where had I messed up? I was so careful to do each stitch just right. It was all so neat and perfect looking in one way, but when I looked at the big picture, something was obviously wrong. Count again. Double-check. I was becoming frustrated, because by this point, I had put a fair bit of time and effort into this and I knew something was wrong, despite my best efforts.

It was then that God taught me a lesson, that I hope I will never forget. In fact, it’s because of that lesson, that I feel so compelled to write this out on paper. ALL OF A SUDDEN, I REALIZED THAT MY FABRIC WAS UPSIDE DOWN! Almost immediately, God spoke to my heart in a very real way. For a change, I was quiet enough and still enough to hear His gently voice.

Just like the individual stitches in my project, that were so carefully crafted, I often work hard at doing things well in my life. God’s point to me was this ... I can be a good mother to my children. I can be a faithful wife. I can be a worker in the church and a faithful steward of God’s money. I can do a great job at my place of employment. I can please most of the people, most of the time. In fact, I can even pray and read my bible and be a good witness to non-believers. Just like the individual stitches on my fabric, I can do all of these things REALLY well, but, if the fabric of my life is upside down, it’s all in vain. In other words, if the motive for doing all those things is for the wrong reasons, at the end of the day, it really, really doesn’t matter. If I do all that I do, to somehow earn my salvation, or earn my way to heaven, I’ve missed the mark.

My goal in life needs to be, becoming like Jesus. Just as my stitches were upside down on the fabric, so my best efforts at being a Christian, have often been dependent on whether I could do it good enough. I desperately needed to be reminded that the work is already done. There is absolutely nothing that I can do to earn my way. If I do all the right things in life, for all the wrong reasons, what has it gained me in the end? Through his son, God has already done the work, paying the price. Salvation is a free gift, already paid for. The Message Bible puts it this was, in Hebrews 10:12-14. "It was a perfect sacrifice by a perfect person to perfect some very imperfect people. By that single offering, he did everything that needed to be done for everyone who takes part in the purifying process."

When you make a mistake in Cross Stitch, it’s a painful process to go back and tear out the stitches, especially when the pattern has been going on for a while. In the stillness of the moment, as I tore each stitch out, I prayed that God would help me to do all that I do, for all the right reasons. I have a choice to make. I can continue to labor through life, attempting to earn something that I never will. Or ... I can rest in the arms of Christ, knowing that the price has already been paid, the work is done and heaven awaits me. There is nothing I can do to make Christ love me more. There is nothing I can do to earn a gift that has already been freely given. According to statistics, my life is approximately half over. My prayer is that I will start living in a way, for the latter part, with the fabric turned the right way. I want to do God’s will because that’s what will make me more like Jesus.
I have nothing to earn, nothing to prove and no price to pay. May I work at whatever I do with all my heart, not because I have a price to pay, but because Christ has already paid the price for me. I want the fabric of my life in line with each stitch that is sewn into the fabric.


Written by Cindy Gibson
New Hope Methodist, Newmarket

Monday, October 16, 2006

The Other Congregation

They acknowledge God -- but they will probably never come to church Sunday morning. They appreciate Christian fellowship -- but they may never join other worshippers in the sanctuary. They have real needs and find sympathy and compassion from believers in Moose Jaw’s First Church -- but most of them may never choose to come to a traditional church service.

First Church has been ministering to a growing group of inner-city people for four years through an event called Community Lunch. Interest shown in a semi-annual clothing giveaway led to offering invitations to a monthly noon lunch. The monthly lunch is well established year round now and an offshoot of that is a permanent clothing depot. The whole church is supportive.

There is a common bond among the people who come to Community Lunch; they know each other and they’re glad to have a meeting place and glad to bring other relatives and friends along.

There is a bond established, too, between those who give and those who receive. Building relationships is one of the goals of the sponsoring group. Meeting physical and emotional needs is another goal. Leading people to know the Lord is the ultimate goal.

Relationships are built while setting up tables and listening to a story of lost employment, or while serving Shepherd’s Pie and sympathizing with a woman who must find new housing, or while sitting side by side with a young man who shows signs of having lost a fight the night before.

Physical needs are met by providing nutritious meals and keeping a supply of clothing available.

Spiritual needs are met through use of The God Box where prayer requests are deposited and shared by the sponsors. The gospel is presented one-to-one whenever interest is shown.

The movie, “The Passion of the Christ”, has been used at Easter; the Christmas story was told as Community Lunch children acted out the Nativity; an Alpha course has been offered with a follow-up Bible study. Testimonies or short devotionals are presented each month in the hope that some word will stir a responsive chord. The noise level is high and attention spans are short. After all, these people have not chosen to come to Sunday morning church. Rather, the relaxed atmosphere of the church basement on a Saturday at noon is very welcoming and comfortable for them.

A group of about 100 people are fairly steady contacts. 70 to 100 hearty appetites are a challenge and a delight for the cooks and their helpers month by month. There is not an expectation that this “congregation” must someday meet in the sanctuary. There is the earnest prayer that Jesus’ love will shine through His followers as they offer the cup of cold water, clothing for the needy and comfort for the one in trouble.

100 needy souls and the 20 or so friends who care about them is, it seems, a significant other congregation. These 100 may never be on the membership list but they are surely faithful month by month when hot chili and fresh biscuits, coffee and apple crisp may be the drawing card to a place where friends are waiting and God’s love is apparent. Somehow, this seems quite a lot like church – maybe even a New Testament kind of church.

Written by Jean Mercer